Tomorrow I'm getting married, I'm happy to finally be marrying the love of my life. In my head we've been married forever, it's just gonna be official now. Strangely enough, I don't feel anything. I'm not nervous or excited or scared, honestly I'm more irritated and angry than anything else. My mother guilted me into a wedding and the whole family has acknowledged that this is my mothers wedding, what irks me most is that most of my wants are being ignored and no matter how many times I say no, I still end up doing crap that I want no part of. I'm tired, I'm irritated, I want to be left alone, and I am tired of my mother criticizing my h